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A Mother's Plea
(written by John's mother, Madeline)

I am a mom who lost a son. I lie awake praying or crying.
I wonder if he is alive or dead. Is he alright?
Is he eating or is he cold, maybe he is in danger.
Sleep is very hard to come by.

I miss his smile, his sense of humor,
the way he loves animals with such warmth.
I miss watching him paint on canvas and
turn that canvas into a beautiful picture.

I miss how neat he was. About himself, his room and all things around him. I miss the little gifts he used to give me.
The phone calls when he made me laugh.

Now he's gone out of our lives. There is an emptiness that cannot be explained. I never thought I could feel this way. Forgive me if I talk about him maybe a little too much. But you see, it hurts so bad.
If I didn't talk, I would be crying.

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